I have this Holywood romanticised daydream of "Mad Max" and "I am Legend" in the back of my mind. When I was single I looked forward to the end times as I could run around in a dune buggy with an AR and a big sword like I was King of nowhere land.
I now have a family and I choose to work, pay bills, spend time with my family, stay out of jail and do all those things that make me a responsible citizen.
If things ever go to hell none of that will change. I will still be a family man. Instead of getting off on a feeling of power and lawlessness when I think about it, I now am filled with sadness and fear for my children. My attitude and responsibilities will not change just because the world around me does. Only the manner in which I do what I choose to do will change.
I now have a family and I choose to work, pay bills, spend time with my family, stay out of jail and do all those things that make me a responsible citizen.
If things ever go to hell none of that will change. I will still be a family man. Instead of getting off on a feeling of power and lawlessness when I think about it, I now am filled with sadness and fear for my children. My attitude and responsibilities will not change just because the world around me does. Only the manner in which I do what I choose to do will change.
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